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VERSE | DON’T FORGET

I draw so you remember 
What happened in October
Of 2023
And November and December
and January and February
And on and on in 2024 and 2025
I draw because I’m still alive

I stand where the stricken
Lie dead or dying in the rocks
Once homes and hospitals
I stand
And I draw so you remember

And should I lose my hands
I will still paint
The ravaged spaces that I see
I’ll paint them with my feet
I’ll sit
With my reds and greys amid
Strewn limbs and death debris
A paintbrush in my toes

And should I lose my legs
One of them or both
And if I can draw a breath
I’ll still draw the faces
Of the living and the dead
I’ll etch them with my eyes
Into the watching skies

I’ll engrave them in the heavens
Where angels wait to greet
All of me and mine
We, the flowers of Palestine

I’ll draw, I’ll paint, I’ll etch
Until my dying breath
So that you can always see
So that you don’t forget.
Image: Imad Abu Shtayyah

VERSE | IT HAS TO BE

They speak and words 
Fumble from mouths
That wish that they
Were speaking out
Of something else
Of the obvious

It has to be
It has to be

Humanity has otherwise
Lost its wings
Its feathers shorn
By barbs and stings
From treacherous planes
Rockets blazing
By the ugly might
Of vetoing
Might it be
Those hearts still beat
To other things
Resembling, faintly even
An evenness, a balancing
Of fickle acts, good intentions
For a time, lost in a storm
Treacherous, unsteadying

They speak and words
Come stumbling out
Of throats that lie
In tender flesh
Fleshing out sweeter things
Like hearts that throb
On other planes
And blood that sings
Of vital things
Could it be those
Soul-stirring thoughts
Have lost their way
In heart’s hollow
They pulsate
Knock-knocking
On its ribs

It has to be
It has to be.
Image: Malak Mattar (Palestinian aritst)

VERSE | THE PAUSE

You tell me I should have known
Better than to trust another
With tender things
Like the blood reveling warm within
Sweet imaginings
You tell me I should have seen
The telltale clues in between
The spaces where I had wrapped
My heart around someone, rapt
In the throes of so much joy
I beamed, I glowed for months on end
You remind me now again
I look at you and I smile
Sometimes silence golden and still
Is all that is needed to fill
The pause waiting to receive
Contentions, remonstrations, a speech
I let that moment pass me by
Bloated with pent up intrigue
Silence exquisite, shimmering
Now takes me in its calm embrace
I had loved with all my heart
No regrets, no shame, no blame
My quietness golden and still
Now safekeeps memories in that space.
Image: Dale Wesley Ziebarth

VERSE | WORDS

Each time I put them away
In some silent corner of my being
Locked away
So they don’t rear
Their grief-gorged heads
When it’s not their time
Nor their day

And then you begin
A conversation
Those things I’ve been meaning to say
Rattle the locks that hold them at bay
I let them out
They race for my heart
My eyes smart

They scratch their way
To my mouth
I let them out
Hesitating with every one
That escapes
Wrapping itself around your shoulders
In a hug, a tortured embrace

Waiting for you
To look at them, feel their grain
Their pain, hear their refrain
They float around waiting for you
You turn away
Their ragged breaths
Steam up the pane

They quiver
In a final thrum of hope
Fallen, on the ground they grope
For a sliver of faith
But you turn away
Unhearing, unseeing
They disintegrate
Into nothingness around your feet.
Image: Jhon

VERSE | HOPE PEARLESCENT

It is the bee buzzing round the last summer flower
It is the lightest drizzle on a scorching day
It is the rainbow after it has stormed for hours
That has ravaged everything in its wake
It is the bright little smile on the face of a child
Selling elastics and incenses on the street
When you roll down your window at a traffic light
When you leave her with a kind word or three
It is the weed growing through age-worn furrows
In a cement sidewalk, swaying in the breeze
It is the faithful, steady unbroken flame
That warms the heart of a dying candle
It is the single green leaf on a tree that’s ailing
It is the silent prayer
That leaves your lips
Even when all about you is despair
It is the next step ahead on a broken path
Eyes lighting up a horizon that has fallen dark
Hope is sometimes just the littlest spark


It is feeling like you just can’t go on anymore
It is also your blood gushing stronger than ever before
It is the frame that you pull out of a drawer
Into which you put photos of those that are gone
It is brushing your hair
Pulling it into a bun
It is clipping your nails
When all’s said and done
It is reading this verse
Sitting alone in the quietness
It is laying yourself down in your bed of sighs
It is your throat constricting, you breaking inside
It is also awaking to thunderous skies
Their wetness brimming in your aching eyes
Mangled hearts that still throb in the ebb and the flow
It is you that’s still here
Though you’ve bled and you’ve bruised
Hope pearlesceht strings through all of those.
Image: NIhal Das
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VERSE | PURE

O blue blue sky
How often have you seen
Grown men cry
And children console
Kneeling, hand on a ravaged knee
Balled inside grieving bones
Sunk deep within fractured tombs
Their bare stares full of wonder
Rare, untouched by such things
As sense or consequence
Or contrivance or pretense
Guileless they just gaze and gaze
Eyes wide and bright and beautiful
No little cups brimmeth over
No tears spill
They just watch, they take their fill
There is no shock, there is no awe
Just the truest bluest won-der
One that you may have felt once
O blue blue sky
When for the very first time
You saw all of creation, heaven
And earth perfect, unsullied, pure
From eyes that were of the bluest azure.
Image: Jeanne Louise

VERSE | DISTANCES

I know we haven’t talked in a while
I know I haven’t seen you wear your soft smile
We’ve said things to each other we didn’t mean
Tearing and splitting the vital seams
Of the fabric of our togetherness
I know that I have felt desolate, helpless
We have sat in silence, cold as frost
The glow of our closeness long since lost
Somewhere along life’s bewildering way
I let your warm hand slip away

I know we haven’t talked in a while
I know I haven’t seen you wear your gentle smile

Through the years we have journeyed on
Along the same path but each on our own
Forged by our children, we treaded their dreams
Only seeing shadows of you and me
Still together we walked into middle age
But it’s been a while since I really saw your face
It’s been a few years since the air around
Was filled with your familiar scent and your sound
Somewhere, somehow I lost the quickening string
That bound us together through thick and through thin

I know we haven’t talked in a while
I know I haven’t seen you wear your lovely smile

But I know you’re still here, your pulse still beats warm
Even as we’ve both whipped up raging storms
They’ve whirled inside, while we’ve pulled away
The terrible loneliness adding to the fray
I know that we are distances apart
But I can still feel you in the depths of my heart
Let me find you once again in the mists
Of sepia memories, reminiscences
Let me hold your hand as I once did before
Let us walk together, in step once more

I lost sight of you, dearest for a while
Let me love you again, let me make you smile.
Image: Portia Mendigo

VERSE | THE PASSION FLOWER VINE

Outside in the garden
There’s a Passion flower vine
Its little green tendrils
Have curled here and there
Where the shoots are fullest
Lushest, most verdant
They burgeon and grow
Weaving circles of rapture
Until they’ve spun around
Seven times
Lighting up the chakras of life
And then just like that
Their work done
Of dancing in the sun
They fall

Inside the house
There’s a woman
Her hair
Is tied up in a bun
She’s on the run
With little tendrils escaping
At the nape of her neck
She’s rushing upstairs
There’s a toddler emergency
And then she races like the wind
Into the kitchen
To make breakfast
And then she’s on the run again
Appointments, to-do lists, errands
To complete
And then back to cook and clean
To feed and coddle, kiss a bruised knee

The hours weave their set design
Finite, regimented, organized
But she has no sense
Of their texture or lines
The day is done and finally
She sits down for a while
Soft tendrils forming
At the nape - one, two, three
I hold my breath
I count the whorls in the curls
The longest one has six
I look away
A little thought flits up to me
Unexpectedly, a sign
Whispering secrets I don’t want to hear
Of endings on the whorl-bearing vine

She smiles at me tiredly
I wish, I wish fervently
That the curls that gather
Loosely around her neck
Is just hair soaked in sweat
In the labour of love
I pray, I pray silently
Into the depths of whatever’s out there
God, the universe, ethereal energy
For the moisture laden curls to weave
Their mystical circles for a few more years
Until they attest
To a life well-lived, joyfully
Until they wear their silver-grey majesty
Before they finally
Unspool in eternal rest.

VERSE | SOME DAYS

Hope visited me today 
She brought Grace and Calm
I looked at them comfusedly
Why had these three come?

I was lying in my bed
With Dejection and with Dread
I’d been in their company a while
They had spun their grisly web

I had lain in its hoary mesh
While its tendrils reached within
Shutting out the daylight hours
My world was dark and grim

The ache that they had released
Had also roused Masochist
He clutched me now in his eerie hold
I just couldn’t break that spell

The rushing, gushing tides of pain
Numbed memories that played
Over and over in a loop
Relentless, without a break

My heart bled from the holes that gaped
Wider with every wave
Of agony that swept through me
I had no desire to be saved

But now there was Courage too
With Love she looked at me
Grouping together in my chest
They held hands with the other three

Their other hands lay on my heart
Staunching the essence that fled
Out into the ravening veins
Of Dejection and of Dread

A gentle warmth spread through my flesh
I finally saw some light
Flitting, peeping, twinkling through
The blue gauze in my eyes

Hope and Calm and Love together
With Courage and Grace today
Came to sit with me a while
As in my bed I lay.
Image: Mireille Laroche

VERSE | FORGED

I was lost 
I took the path
Less trodden, I tossed
Away the ease
Of normalcy
I walked away
Off the street that carried feet
Teeming, streaming busily
Easily, its metalled gray
Smooth and safe, predictable

I’d felt strong, invincible
I walked away
Aimlessly, Trail-lessly,
No signs, no familiarity
I walked I walked
Directionless, solitary
On and on I walked and walked
Until doubts and insecurities
Snaked hoary tendrils around me
But I walked on until my feet
Were bruised and cut
Until they bled
Until I wept

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Until I had forged a road ahead
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It now lies cleaved and gravelly
With little grooves
Once stained with blood
And squelching mud
Filled up
With wild flowers now
Sun dappled through swaying boughs
The path ahead of me
Now gleams with its own lambency

I was lost
I left the path
oft-trodden, I crossed
Into uncharted territory
Where the wilderness roamed free
Lit up by the gleam of stars
And the warmth of cherished dreams
There I carved my own way
Hope-hewn, Grit-laden, Endlessly
It now stretches out in front of me.