VERSE | A DOVE SHE’S NOT

NOTE: a flock of doves is variously called a cote, dole, dule, bevy, flight, and piteousness.

If my peace was like a dove 
A wooing, cooing ball of fluff
I’d catch a little flight of them
And find serenity again

But every time that I have tried
To visualize, to catch some sight
Of the piteousness said to stop wars
Assuage wounds, bruises and sores

It flutters out of my mind’s eye
I’m left gazing at an empty sky
And so I looked for something else
To calm my inner sweeps and swells

And then one day it came tiptoeing
Into my quietest imaginings
The vision of a tranquil lake
A gentle, shimmering, blue-green slate

Now when my hurrying-scurrying world without
Seems like it’s turning upside down
I close my eyes and I transport
Myself to that peaceful spot

I’m far away from everything
My troubles bolt, they take wing
My core gleams softly in the place
Where I sit by the lapping lake

My inner peace, a dove she’s not
But all the stillness I have sought
Is by a lake, without its birds
They await me in my outside world.

VERSE | THE FACE IN THE SHADOWS

There’s a face in the shadows
Downcast, serene
A quiet glow drapes
The rest of her
As she sits cross-legged
On the floor
She holds the cosmos in her prayerful hands
I want to see the face
so full of quiet grace
I want to understand
Where the woman gets
Her stillness from
I tilt my head to see
More clearly
And then two shimmering orbs
Rise from under their lidded veils
I hold my breath I’m no longer
Watching from the outside in
I float I glide out of the place
I’m light as a feather
I rise up there’s no tether
To time and space
To anything I have ever known
I float on
And I drop
The sharp edged angst that I had held
In my chest and in my head
And it falls
Away from me
I stretch out my arms
I rise and rise
Into the infinity
Of those glimmering eyes
Through twin portals
To my paradise.