VERSE | GENTLE GLOOM

Today I woke up to clouds 
Sitting in the morning sky
They’d been there a while
They looked cozy-comfortable
Their greyness was all shades
From the smoky pearl of sparrows eggs
To the steeliness of granite
They were contented in just being
There was no bloated turgidity
To their form, no urgency
To spend themselves
To waterously end themselves
To cut their rain-sodden wrists
To release the essence from their seams
In a tryst with vanity
Of azure blue visions and dreams

These clouds they rolled in differently
Serenely, so quietly
They lay claim upon the sky
Wiping out all the sunlight
But there were no thunderous sighs
No jagged lightning in their eyes
No weeping sheeting pouring rain
No genesis, no annihilation

These clouds they swept in differently
Stirring up a little breeze
Cool, it brushed against my skin
There was no banshee trapped within
Wailing of storms and other things
The darkness lingered for a while
It left a whisper in the breeze
A silver rustle in the trees
Then gently, gently it went by.
Image: Van Gogh (Wheat field under a cloudy sky)

VERSE | THE ROAD LESS TRAVELLED

When life gets hard as it sometimes does 
When the weight of the world is pulling you down
When you want to hide in the depths of your bed
When you don’t want your feet to touch solid ground

When you want to close your eyes and just disappear
And hope that in some dimensional shift
You can escape the world that surrounds you here
That you can find the cosmic ether that fits

When you have to part your hesitant lids
And the effort is excruciating, difficult
When despite your aching, your most ardent yen
There’s no secret exit, no miracle

When you bring your hand up to your sleep-shrouded face
When you glance accusingly at the lines
When you wonder if ever they would become
Prophets, purveyors of better times

When you finally rise and breathe deeply in
When you feel the pulse of your blood again
When the vestigial coolness of your room
Brushes up familiarly against your warm skin

Then know that although the odds are stacked
Up sky high, crushing, overwhelming
That the universe still holds you close to her breast
That there are still songs that she will sing

So when life gets hard as it sometimes does
When your heavy heart has robbed you of your smile
Slow down, pull back from the rush of life
Dearest one, take the road less travelled for a while.
Image: Forest Path by Jillian Crider
Image: Forest Path by Jillian Crider

VERSE | STILLNESS

There is a peace in solitude
It comes with a little practice
At first you miss the cacophony
Of everyday distractions

But the heart in time learns to grow still
You can almost see your breath
Weaving its vapory way out of
Your lungs in a silver thread

Every inhale is deep and calm
You close your eyes each time
You feel your blood rush in your veins
You feel serene, you feel alive

Time slows down, each moment glides
Almost visibly away
But not before it wraps you
In its visceral array

It is Now, and Now is all
There is for you to know
It’s in this time of solitude
That your calm and stillness grow.