Today I woke up to clouds Sitting in the morning sky They’d been there a while They looked cozy-comfortable Their greyness was all shades From the smoky pearl of sparrows eggs To the steeliness of granite They were contented in just being There was no bloated turgidity To their form, no urgency To spend themselves To waterously end themselves To cut their rain-sodden wrists To release the essence from their seams In a tryst with vanity Of azure blue visions and dreams
These clouds they rolled in differently Serenely, so quietly They lay claim upon the sky Wiping out all the sunlight But there were no thunderous sighs No jagged lightning in their eyes No weeping sheeting pouring rain No genesis, no annihilation
These clouds they swept in differently Stirring up a little breeze Cool, it brushed against my skin There was no banshee trapped within Wailing of storms and other things The darkness lingered for a while It left a whisper in the breeze A silver rustle in the trees Then gently, gently it went by.
When life gets hard as it sometimes does When the weight of the world is pulling you down When you want to hide in the depths of your bed When you don’t want your feet to touch solid ground
When you want to close your eyes and just disappear And hope that in some dimensional shift You can escape the world that surrounds you here That you can find the cosmic ether that fits
When you have to part your hesitant lids And the effort is excruciating, difficult When despite your aching, your most ardent yen There’s no secret exit, no miracle
When you bring your hand up to your sleep-shrouded face When you glance accusingly at the lines When you wonder if ever they would become Prophets, purveyors of better times
When you finally rise and breathe deeply in When you feel the pulse of your blood again When the vestigial coolness of your room Brushes up familiarly against your warm skin
Then know that although the odds are stacked Up sky high, crushing, overwhelming That the universe still holds you close to her breast That there are still songs that she will sing
So when life gets hard as it sometimes does When your heavy heart has robbed you of your smile Slow down, pull back from the rush of life Dearest one, take the road less travelled for a while.